I could not stop thinking about him despite the fact that he was toxic and very bad for me.
You know, those toxic men that all girls seem to lose their senses over?
Yes dark, healthy -bearded, big penis toxic men? Mhh those ones.
I couldn’t stop thinking about him after the long wordy Tinder chats or after our date weeks later.
Or after our first kiss, our first sex.
So was it a wonder that I could not get him out if my mind months after he’d ghosted me?
The emotionally vested me?
Hurt, scared and scarred me?
So somebody, anybody.
Please tell me why as soon as I had just stopped thinking about him, he shows up back into my life ?
Monologues 